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Thursday, June 24, 2010

Moving forward...

Yesterday I called UW and updated my cycle...

We will be trying at least one more natural IUI... Had I called earlier I would have probably tried the femara, but since I was past CD 3 there was no point in it...

I'm sorry if my last post had a bad tone...but, sometimes you just have to get all those feelings (you know the ones that you're not supposed to talk about cause it's not nice...) out there so I can move on.

After this cycle we'll see what happens and go from there...after reading some re-search IUI is considered successful if pregnancy occurs any time in 1-6 attempts...so, I feel giving the at least 1 more attempt is warranted...

Sometimes it's good we remember that we are not alone in struggle for infertile couples the book of Job often comes up...

Job 6:10-12 (The Message)

Pressed Past the Limits
8-13 "All I want is an answer to one prayer,
a last request to be honored:
Let God step on me—squash me like a bug,
and be done with me for good.
I'd at least have the satisfaction
of not having blasphemed the Holy God,
before being pressed past the limits.
Where's the strength to keep my hopes up?
What future do I have to keep me going?
Do you think I have nerves of steel?
Do you think I'm made of iron?
Do you think I can pull myself up by my bootstraps?
Why, I don't even have any boots

Job 11:13 (The Message)

Reach Out to God
13-20 "Still, if you set your heart on God
and reach out to him,
If you scrub your hands of sin
and refuse to entertain evil in your home,
You'll be able to face the world unashamed
and keep a firm grip on life, guiltless and fearless.
You'll forget your troubles;
they'll be like old, faded photographs.
Your world will be washed in sunshine,
every shadow dispersed by dayspring.
Full of hope, you'll relax, confident again;
you'll look around, sit back, and take it easy.
Expansive, without a care in the world,
you'll be hunted out by many for your blessing.
But the wicked will see none of this.
They're headed down a dead-end road
with nothing to look forward to—nothing."

Sometimes I think that you have to loose it all to gain it all...if you have everything then what is there to hope in God for?

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